Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Heart sick. Troubled. Yearning to understand the ways of the world.
People are weird. Strange. Bizarre.
I wish I could make sense of them.
Frodo: I wish the ring had never come to me. I wish none of this had happened.
Gandalf: So do all who live to see such times, but that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us.
How true this is!!!
I float along on a fanciful wave. It goes up and down, rocking, a lullaby to my dreams.
It scares me. Sometimes, the wave rises higher than I wanted it to. It plummets back and the rises again.
I have to learn to ride it freely.
Who am I? I don't know. My mind tells me one thing, my heart another.
I wish I knew. I want to unveil myself to the world.
But the world doesn't care.
That's okay. I tell myself that over and over. Yet I only half believe it.
Why do I care?
I just don't know.